What if I just stopped eating?
Would the world be happy then?
I feel like I should tell you. I really want to. Just so everything is out there. But we only just started talking properly again and I don’t want to make things awkward.
What, what, what are we doing.
I should stop this. It’s not fair, leading you on like this. It’s mean and evil and I should stop it now. But I like being appreciated and you need to be loved because you’ve been through so much crap it’s not fair. I would just crush you at this point.
Not gonna lie, I’m pretty bummed about Paramore. I may not be their biggest fan but ugh I love that band to bits. It’s really not going to be the same without Zac and Josh, but Josh’s blog post is what really upset me. Basically he just said that everything about Paramore for the past, what, seven years? has been a huge fucking lie. It’s just devastating.
You know how I say I hate birthdays and parties and how I constantly whine about not wanting to make a big fuss out of it?
I’m lying. I’m lying, I’m lying, I’m lying. I don’t exactly want a huge spotlight shined on me, and a massive cake and expensive secretive gifts. I just want someone to remember and to actually give a fuck. I want people to give me gifts that are actually going to mean something, not just random shit.
Am I asking for too much again?
